everyone has friends. sure. but each person only has one buddy. not referring to marry kinda partner. referring to the person you play everyday with, laugh everyday with, share secrets with. not that the marry kinda partner cant do the above, but its nice to have another buddy. d has sl. l has a. j has p. d js jw have each other. ara has yx. all above are like my good friends. but cant compare to d. i had d. had. but things dont go so well. d needs to grow up. needs to show he wants the friendship. enough is enough, i have proven the friendships important to me the past few "occasions". its time d does it. be the one who steps forward this time.

but i doubt he will. thats what tears me in two. i wanna beat the crap out of him. ask him, whats wrong with you bitch? but i am also sad. sad because i lost my buddy. well, i'm waiting for you, d.
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